OKay....so I thought I'd be ready to go. And my bags are neither packed nor can I keep the tears in. I'm (as many have pointed out haha) wearing the same thing I wore the day I arrived....and today has felt uncannily like my first day here.
It's not that I don't want to go home...I miss everyone more than I've admitted to myself...I just pushed it aside. It's just that I don't know when I'll be back to this beautiful country (the if is not something I want to deal with right now). And it's saying good-bye to people that I don't know if I'll ever see again--people who I shared my daily life with for these past 4 months. It's such a strange feeling, it's hard to express.
Well...I really need to pack....just needed to release to cyberspace I guess haha.
Okay, I LOVE you all and I will travel safe!
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